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This is a "My Chemical Romance" lyric, from the song "I'm not Okay"
This is honestly one of my favorite songs because this is basically what i am feeling right now.
I act all happy, im always smiling at school and stuff, but inside im really dying. (ha i sound like a suicide case)
i act like im all okay, but really im not.
the nasty comments people say just as a joke,
the pushes and actions people do for a laugh,
the exclusion i feel from everyone else,
the little sarcastic phrases people say.
all these little things that people do as a joke, dont think that they would offend me, but really they do. I come home some days from school, wanting to cry my eyes out because of what people say to me. People these days just do not understand that their joke is someone elses ruin.
I act all okay, like nothing offends me, like i dont care, i continue all smiley and shudder the comments off but really, i feel like crying. Sometimes when people are horrible to me, i just feel like giving up on life and i have to really hold back tears.
All you will see me do is smile because i am afraid to show my true emotions because i dont want people to know that their comments offend me.
At school, someone says horrible things, even as a joke i take offence. Even my friends say some horrible things, they dont mean to offend me but it does. I just carry on smiling and pretend it didnt hurt me. I dont let people see what im actually thinking. Some people might say, well just dont get so offended? Well, its quite hard not to when people call me full of myself and a bitch, and insult me about the way i look, even if it is as a joke.
Even the little horrible comments people have put to me before on dA, they dont realise how much they hurt me inside. All the nasty things people say just pile up inside me until i cant take it anymore.
I am not trying to sound like a suicide case.
Thank you for reading this and looking at this deviation.
you are the sort of person which gets me through this.
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1936x1290px 766.32 KB
Make
Canon
Model
Canon EOS 450D
Shutter Speed
1/25 second
Aperture
F/5.6
Focal Length
55 mm
ISO Speed
800
Date Taken
Apr 11, 2011, 6:17:28 PM
Lens
EF-S18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 IS
Sensor Size
22mm
© 2011 - 2024 katherinebaker
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chaoskitty658 has posted this same picture, just so you know. I assume it belongs to you?